I've told Valerie that we won't be doing anything together any more after the first time. She's not someone I want to spend my time with. She always used to make it hard work, and I don't want that any more. Now that I've done that I'm left with only a few chances with other girls right now.

Linzi didn't speak to me for a couple of weeks until this lunch time, when she randomly started texting every minute to see if I wanted to go see her tonight with our mutual friends. Unfortunately we're at a party, so we can't go. She then invited me out on another night, which I would go to, but our friends can't make it, so it might not be such a great idea.

Sally has been planning to come and see me for a week or so now, but she's just received some bad news about her mum that emans she might not be able to make it after all. She still wants to, if only to get away from the situation she's in at the moment for a few days. We've spoken on the phone a couple of times, and there's been a hell of a lot of talk about what we'd do to each other when we met, which is pretty awesome. I'll go into more detail about that when I have more time.

I've found myself thinking of Lisa quite a lot recently. I really enjoyed the time I spent with her, and I think I'd like it even more now, but she has a serious relationship, and I don't want to be the one to break something like that up. That doesn't stop me from wishing they would just break up though. Ugh. It's so frustrating because I like talking to her, but I always end up saying these ridiculous things to her about spending time together and blah blah blah.

So yeah, I basically haven't gone anywhere since I became single, other than that one mistaken misadventure with Valerie, and it kind of sucks. I was hoping I'd at least have someone to spend some time with in a non-relationship, but as it stands I am basically by myself.