For the first time in 2 years and 3 months I am single. I'm not entirely sure how to feel about that.

My ex-girlfriend and I broke up last night. It was an amicable split, and so hopefully there will be no hard feelings by the time we've finished splitting our belongings, the house, the car, etc. We just drifted apart and so we decided to call it a day before we ended up arguing about stupid things and making our lives miserable.

I must say that the end of my relationship wasn't very enjoyable. To be quite frank I believe the last time I had sex was probably 3 months ago. That's a hell of a long time for me. I'm torn between wanting to make up for that as quickly as possible, and just taking it steady and seeing what happens.

I suppose that just the fact that I'm updating here shows that I do want to get out there and do some things, but who knows how I'll feel by the time everything in my life is back to normal. I am probably accurately described as "on the rebound." That can lead to a lot of fun, or a lot of misery. I am aiming squarely at the fun!

There were girls I was interested before I got in a relationship, and girls I was interested while I was in the relationship, but I'm not sure what to think about them now.

There are a couple of girls that something could happen with in the semi-near future, but I guess I should really wait until my ex-girlfriend has moved out before I start bringing girls home...

There are still many things I haven't done that I would like to try, even at my advanced age. Hopefully I'll get a chance to try some of them before I settle down into another relationship.