Sexploration

My friend and his fiancée broke up with each other not so long back. He's come to stay with my girlfriend and I for a while so he can try to stay away from her. This is all well and good because we get on fine and he and my other half get on well too.

There is a bit of awkwardness in my mind though. My friend is Dan. He and I have both had threesomes with previous girlfriends of each other in the past. Since then I've kind of decided that, although I enjoyed it a fair bit previously, I don't want him screwing my girlfriend now.

It's not like he's gone around asking or anything like that. Just every now and then something sexual will come up in conversation and I can feel the tension in the air. It just gets to me a little bit. They're at the gym together right now. I'm still stuck at work. I trust them both as much as I can, but I can't put the idea that something might happen out of my head. I'm sure it hasn't already happened... That doesn't help me with my paranoia about the future though. Them going to the gym is going to be a regular thing, and I can't go along because I'm always working late.

Oh well. I guess I'll just have to make sure I keep Eliza interested in me, and trust them both. If something happens then I'll have the right to be pissed off. If I say something now then that'll just cause problems. Hopefully he'll find somewhere else to live before too long and things can go back to normal.

In the mean time I'm still trying to find another female for a threesome. Will this saga ever end?

Oh yeah, who the hell tagged me with "talks-a-load-of-shit"? What a stupid tag. This is the blog I've kept away from people I know so I can tell the whole truth.

I can't begin to remember the amount of girls I've been with who have claimed to be interested in having a threesome with another girl. My first proper girlfriend said she was. To be fair to her she did go so far as to kiss another girl with me in the room, but then we got interrupted before anything good happened. It never came up again either. My previous girlfriend said she was very interested. She also kissed another girl with me (which I wrote about in this blog entry under the title of Rachel). that never quite got off the ground either though.

My current girlfriend has said she'd be more than willing to go for a threesome, but she doesn't know any other girls who would be up for it. Understandably she doesn't want to have one with any of my previous girlfriends. She also doesn't want to have one with Sally, but that's because she somehow feels threatened by her. I can't just go out and pick up some random girl from somewhere. It'd be really weird. Going out and picking up a girl with my girlfriend would be even more strange.

I think even if I found another willing girl there would be some excuse not to do it.

My question is this: why say you're interested in a threesome with another girl if you're actually not?

I suppose the obvious answer is appeasement of the males thirsting for the threesome in the first place. Still, men would be a lot more understanding about the whole thing if women took the time to explain that it was all a con and they're only passingly interested in going anywhere with the thought.

It's such a shame. I always seem to get my hopes up when a girl says she wants to do it. You'd think I would have learned by now... If you never give up then you never fail!