Valerie picked me up from work again today and we came back to my house for a few hours before we both went out to different places. We got back and the house was empty, much to my happiness.

We had a bit of a talk about the night before. Things seem to be getting better for her already, which is good. She still has a few things to sort out with her ex, but I'm sure she's positive about her decision to leave him. Even if she's not with me she shouldn't be with him.

We ended up play-fighting on my bed because I slapped her ass or something. She hits pretty damn hard! Of course this turned into us taking each others clothes off, for a change. ;) Valerie had shaved her legs, and a few other places, and she was comfortable enough with herself to actually let me go down on her for the first time. I'd tried before, but I wasn't allowed. I know she enjoyed that a lot. The whole session after the going down and some fingering consisted of me on top, and it was goooood. Valerie proved yet again that she has good self-control and waited until I was ready before she came. Can't beat it.

We lied together in bed for a few minutes afterwards. It was ridiculously hot by that point, and it was so nice just not moving any more. Feeling my heart beat slow down to something that didn't run the risk of breaking my rib cage!

She's out in town tonight, and I'm a bit worried about a few things... She's newly single, so she might go do something random or something. I'd feel kinda bad I think... Although I'd feel better if she told me in an off-the-cuff sort of manner, so I know where we stand. If she denies something then I'll just suspect something anyway. Damn me and the situations I put myself in! :| Oh well! I actually don't think she'd do anything. Call me a sucker. :)