I went out with Valerie on Friday night. I met some of her friends and everything was cool. Took me a while to get into it, because I was surrounded by people who I didn't know, and who do know Valerie's boyfriend. Just a good thing for me that they don't like him at all.

When we were in the second pub a few more friends of friends arrived that even Valerie didn't know. There was one girl there who was pretty much my definition of perfect. I don't know her name even now. I found myself spending a lot of time looking at her, which is fucking stupid. Am I never happy? When I realised I was being totally moronic I stopped paying any attention and got fully back to Valerie.

We had an absolutely brilliant night in the pubs, then moved on to a club. When we were in the club I was really surprised to bump into Denise and one of her friends who I went to Blackpool with last year. They came over to say hello and we had a very brief chat, and then I got back to Valerie again. Too many interruptions already.

At some point I decided to give dancing a bit of a go. I think it was when Valerie started dancing right in front of me, took my hands and put them all over her. Yeah, that was probably it! ;) For the first time in a couple of years I actually kinda danced a bit, and it was awesome. It's entirely thanks to Valerie's skill, not me.

After basically acting out an entire night in bed, standing up, we finally kissed for the first time of the night. Apparently Valerie's boyfriend's best friend was in the club at the time... Nothing bad has come of it yet, and I'm hoping he either didn't notice, or doesn't really care...

Valerie's friends all left the club before it closed, but for the very first time I actually stayed there until everyone was getting kicked out. Valerie and I walked over the road from the club to a taxi and she got in. As she was getting in she asked if I was going to go back to hers with her. :D I didn't need to be asked twice.

We got back to hers at about 03:30 and just talked and ate pizza before going to sleep at 04:30. It was nice to not have to do anything but chat. :)

We both woke up at 07:30 the next morning for no apparent reason and were wide awake. We hung out in bed for a good couple of hours, watching music channels on Sky... Then her mum got home. Now, her mum didn't know about me, and she does know about John, so this was a bit of an awkward situation.

We avoided any incidents for a while because her mum stayed out of the room and the door was closed when she walked past. At some point Valerie was walking out of the room, so she opened the door and her mum was walking past. She saw someone else was in the bed (I had the covers over my head) and she said "Morning John." I didn't have a clue what I should do, so I just stayed silent. Valerie said "he's asleep," and I thought the danger was over.

I was wrong!

I don't know how she worked it out, but the next thing I heard was Valerie's mum saying "that's not John," and Valerie saying "yes it is..." I stopped breathing completely for a few seconds so I could listen better. Her mum repeated herself, and so did Valerie. Then, because Valerie was downstairs by this point, her mum walked into the room and pulled the covers off my head...

Now, no matter what you think, there are no words you can say in this situation. Even if there was something even remotely appropriate I guarantee that you will not be able to remember it when in the situation yourself. I just stayed still and didn't say or do anything, like a Chinese man in front of a tank.

Valerie's mum walked out and downstairs asking Valerie who I was and I just laughed to myself in silence for a little while.

I was expecting to be told I should get going at this point, but Valerie's mum was actually quite cool about it all. Just saying that John should really be clued into the whole thing and get everything sorted out. She also said she wouldn't tell him if Valerie wasn't going to. That was a major relief.

Valerie came back and we hung out in her room listening to music for the majority of the day. In the afternoon we decided to come to my house instead to sort out some music that Valerie wanted from my computer. We came back here and Valerie met my mum very briefly before she went out. We sorted out the music pretty quickly, and then decided that Valerie would stay for the night. We decided to watch a movie, and ended up deciding on Pocahontas. Yeah, Pocahontas.

About 5 minutes in Valerie said she should get some things for work the next day from her house. We got in her car and drove over to her house. Her mum was out, so I went in with her for a few minutes. After about 2 minutes her mum came home. Perfect! She came upstairs and was asking Valerie if she was going out or something, then walked into Valerie's room and saw me sitting there. I said hello, but she just said "oh," and walked back out again quickly, talking to Valerie. They had a miniature discussion about John and then Valerie and I set off back for my house.

We actually carried on watching Pocahontas for a little while before we started kissing and stuff. I don't really remember much of the movie from last night... At one point during some playing around I got another scratch on my back that bled... This one bled properly. I had blood running down my back and onto the sheets, so that's an indication of how bad it was. Felt good though. :| Before too long we were both completely undressed and only looking for one thing. Over the course of a kiss or two I moved over and was lying on top of Valerie. We started out like that, in missionary position just enjoying it. Valerie told me she hadn't had sex for 2 weeks, and so she really did enjoy it a lot. Especially with the night of dancing and kissing before it getting her well and truly in the mood.

We didn't stay in missionary for very long because now neither of us were ill we seemed to both have points to prove. Valerie turned around on her hands and knees and I got behind her. She told me before that doggy-style was her favourite position, and I definitely enjoy it a lot myself. She did mention that it was a bit hard for her a couple of times, but it was difficult to take it easy for any significant amount of time.

I decided to change position again and get Valerie up on top so she was a bit more in control than before. Before too long I was holding her still and moving myself underneath her though... I find it very difficult to just do nothing. At some point Valerie decided to completely take over, though. So that was nice. Her dancing was really an indication of how good it would be for real. I'll definitely be getting her on top more often and letting her run the show if that's how it'll be! I had to stop her a couple of times because I was a bit (understatement) close. The third time I was told not to worry about stopping and so I didn't. It's way better having someone doing something to you when you finish than being the one doing stuff... Just a whole bunch of stuff you don't have to concentrate on.

After all of that we both realised how tired we were and decided we should really get some sleep. It was a welcome relief for us both.

We woke up this morning and within a minute we were tickling, pinching, slapping, and even scratching each other. It was quite weird, really. Nice, but weird. :D

A few minutes after that and we were both ready for the postponed second round. We started off the same as last night with me on top and both just enjoyed it like that for a while. For a bit of variation I had Valerie's legs up on my shoulders, but I think the extra bit of depth and pressure changed her mind on that one after half a minute, and so we switched back again. I can't remember the last time I had sex for so long in one position as this morning. I have no idea how long it was for, but we were both absolutely covered in sweat and dying of thirst by the time we finished. It was really really good.

Valerie's gone off to work now, after spending some time listening to music and getting ready. I'll be going out soon and I probably won't see her again until Tuesday. I'm pretty sure of the fact that I'll be thinking of her a lot between now and then though. :D